arrgh.

okay. now i have to use my dads laptop cos my bro insisted on using the pc cos it was faster. whatever. i wanted to use that comp to play audition and he was like:" why you all always give the bad things to me!" whining and crying like a spoilt kid.
and i had no choice but to he let him use.
once i said i could let him use, his face totally changed.
like hell. how fake can ppl get?
my brother is in a league all by himself, he can be really nice when he wants to be, and really annoying when he does not grt something his way.
both my brothers are like that.
its like livin in a hell at home. anyone who has been to my house knows.
aiyah. but have to stand it cos they are my brothers.
yesterday went out with xuan and junji(her bro) and my bro to watch the devil wears prada. and they were not talking at all but my brother quarrells with junji all day long. and irritating he was.(notice the rhyme?)
hiazz. so sad.sometimes i just want him to be what i want him to be.
i tell him to join some kinda sports so that he will have something to rely on once he is in sec sch and he can get into a better school.(cos his results are like . erm) and he refused. thinking that it was a waste of time or something lidat. i think he will blame me for it one day. his cca now is innovators club. but sheesh. how far can you go ?
sorry cy and wong. but its true.
maybe i should give up and let him be what he wants to be...