last day.

its the last day that 2bn was in the classroom together.
its the last day that 2bn will be laughing together.
its the last day that 2bn will be hearing yuling shout at us.
its the last day that 2bn will be hearing yan lao shi shout.
its the last day that we are all be together as 2bn, with every single one of us present.

its officially the last day, everyone.

why does it seem not long ago that we were p6 and had to say goodbye to each other and go our seperate ways?
why does it seem not long ago that i started out my first day in cchms being apprehensive about having fun since everyone looked so nerdy?
why does it seem not long ago that we all were at the orentation and having weird first impressions about each other?
why does it seem not long ago that we were at sec 2 camp rooting for each other?
everything just seems to go by in a flash.

okay. we didnt win zhong zheng jing shen jiang, we didnt win zhong zheng bian bian bian, but you all are all winners in my heart. zhong zheng bian bian bian was a success, we just lost on the props cos they werent as good as the others. (referring to dl and it.) but we won on the teamwork , the cooperation,the love we have for each other. remember when michelle lost her hp? everyone was so worried about it. and we searched high and low for it. this shows how united we are in a way. although runming was not happy about it cos she thought that we thought that she stole michelle's phone. but it was resolved in the end.

we didnt win zhong zheng jing shen jiang, maybe cos our class wasnt clean enough. but im sure that we are one of the classes with the most zhong zheng jing shen. many classes always dont manage to get things done, but we do. (thanks to yuling la). i know 2LY won, but we won on the memories aquired. i didnt go for the presentation due to my dental appointment, but i heard that it was really successful and the teachers were really impressed.

i'll be leaving all of you benevolencers next year. i just have a very bad feeling that i will not do well in TJ. aw shucks. maybe i wont fit in there then i will come back to cchms. maybe i will be ostracised by the people in my class in TJ and i wont have a single friend. budden if i come back to cchms at that time, i will feel like a traitor. like i cant fit into a supposedly better place and come back to where i was with my tail in between my legs. then if i dont do well academically there or something and i come back i will feel like super weird la. oh man. i suddenly feel x( .

one of my reasons for applying for IP is that i think i will feel very weird if i go to another class in chung cheng with different people. serious. you may think that this reason is stupid . arrgh. how to explain? i know like a lot of people cant stand me in this school, and being in the same class as them will be torturous.

maybe i will feel that way next year too. maybe i cannot fit in. oh well.

i will miss you all BN people. and chinnies also!

to chinnies: im going to TJ and we will not be in the same school anymore. thanks for being such a great friend since P5. but we will not be distanced. we will still stay close and be best butts forever! xD love ya lots! <3.it was one of the best things in my life knowing you.

to lingronglexuan minus le: thanks for the friendship and love you have given me the past one year. it is wonderful crapping with the 3 of you and doing project work! we will keep in touch!
ling: we will meet someday in bedok interchange and eat lunch. maybe EVERYDAY!
rong: you will forever be my NIANG! thank you so much for all your jin yu liang yan.
xuan: yeah we will still go to the kovan macs to study and look at shuai ge-s so so no worries. HAHA.

i love the whole of 2bn. gonna give all of you my presents and letters at class chalet. xD