im friggin trying to study now.

im friggin trying to study now but theres my stupid brother making a lot of noise
rawhhhh.
i dont care, i want to go out and study.
these june hols are like hell la, i realised i didnt go out with anyone, anywhere just because i rejected every single thing cos of jcts, and if i dont do well , rawhhhh i dont know.
i really really want to pass everything :/
and im feeling really reallly really stupid now.
im in danger of failing chem math and physics, really great danger.
and i'll get kicked back to chungcheng.
maybe its best if they do that. i dont even know if chung cheng wants me back or not.
dammit dammit dammit.
i really really must study,
I NEED A MATH TUITION TEACHER.
AND PHYSICS AND CHEM.
i dont care, im going to sign up for tuition after jcts.
omg. so friggin screwed.
im getting crazy nowadays.
sometimes you just want to cry and let the tears out but they dont seem to come.
wth.
xuan and amanda, its already full blast studying.
back to study physics alr, sad.