.

dont know.
feeling emo and lousy and pissed off at the whole world.
sometimes it makes me feel if all these we are doing for a better future are worth it or not.
seriously.
and i dont know where to go to everytime.
work's piling up, theres lots of stuff to do, and the promos are ten weeks later.
and im so bloody bloody stupid, how am i supposed to pass or something.
fuck i dont want to be cheered up, or maybe i want to, just contradicting myself.
wth wth.
i dont care about all these? of course i care. i get bloody pissed off when people start talking about gpas. like fuck i know you all did badly according to your own standards, but you know how high it is when its compared to mine?
i never ever should have come to ta. should have stayed in chungcheng and bloody finished my olevels like a normal person should.

serves you right.