i hate myself.
thats the whole purpose of having this blog add aint it?
i shall scold all the vulgarities i like .
FUCKFUCKFUCK.
fine with it everyone?
or else u can start to exit from here and dont come back anymore.
FUCKFUCKFUCK AGAIN
i know fuck doesnt mean anything but yeah.
do i care?
so many things are happening now and i just seem to get through it.
Is it a phase?
this is not the first time.
always happening to me.
is this fate?
or something wrong with myself that i must change?
so dejected,
so sad.
im such a letdown.
maybe i said or did something wrong in my pervious life.
or this life even.
can i undo the change or what?
as debi said: i shouldnt let wat other ppl think affect me.
but i just can seem to do that.
i know i should.
but yeah,
some things just dont turn out the way you want them to.
if everything was perfect .
i wouldnt be having this post now.
this will not be my blog add.
why?
just answer this question to me.
WHY?